I made a choice tonight, and in life everything we do and everything we don't do IS A CHOICE!!!
Okay sorry I had to vent that, I made a choice tonight to put all my negative energy into walking 2 1/2 miles of up and down hills and terrain. I have let some events fester and build up inside of me for almost a week in a circumstance that I cannot find peace around, about, over or under around and through; it looks hopeless but I know deep down God is the author of hope.
If I don't know what to do, I'm not doing anything. We will hear or do what we want to if we want to live in the victims' role and I am not a victim. So today I continue in my journey and I walked 2 1/2 miles. That is hard for me, I am not a small girl and these bones ache from years of neglect, but I pushed through in pain and held out for endurance and forced myself to put all my anger and frustration into the road, and I can proudly say..... I did it!