Spending my weight in scrapbook products.......yikes!!!!

So lately I have been on this strange scrapbooking anxiety shopping binge, I cant' get enough.  I told my husband it's better when I am crafting but when I am looking at blogs and youtube videos I realize there are so many things I am missing out on that would be perfect for my pages.  Epiphany....I will never have everything I would love to, I do not own a store but I have enough for plenty of people to come and scrap without bringing supplies, yet I see so many others who do have rooms the size of stores and have products that completely outshine this collection of mine.  Somewhere deep down there is a little sadness, jealousy or lack of contentment...what if I never get to experience the fullness of art, because I do not have all the tools necessary.  So I ponder this for a while...................................... and then remember............what I love to do.............it's not about the lack of supplies for the art it's just about the heart and that I have an overabundance of ♥